haiiz.. i dunno wut to do now... i really dont.. haiz.. dis afternoon i kinda upset about sth when i saw sth larh.. XP.. den i kinda comfront thomas about it.. den i kinda dunno how to say to him lorh.. im upset about it lar but i dunno how to tell him.. i don really hav the courage to scold him now lorhx.. dunno y.. maybe its becos i tot dat our relationship is kinda fragile right now and i dowanna break it jus becos i got angry over a small little thing.. haiz.. den i told my cousin about it and pour it all out to her.. it really hurts can.. i jus needa tell someone about it larhx.. den she say she wana scold him for me.. i jus okok and asked her to be gentle.. XP.. haiz.. but she kinda got carried away wif the scolding and upsetted him lar.. so he went offline.. he was using the internet at the airport.. haizzzz.. T.T.. hes now in china.. i really hav no clue about how hes feeling now.. pissed?.. sad?.. helpless?.. wuteva it is i hope dat i can find out as soon as possible.. but if he doesnt come online(maybe hes daoing me) ill have to wait until the 2nd when he comes back from china.. haiiiz.. sianz diaooo.. really hope it didnt upset him much.. haizzzz!!.. i cant stop haiz-ing can!.. arghhh.. o nvm.. forget about dis.. i shall not bore u all wif my worries and all.. XP.. hmmmm.. o yeahhhh.. christmas is coming and i still dunno how to celebrate it and wif hu.. =/.. welll.. hes in china(even if hes not he might not even wana celebrate wif me anywayz) and my parents are goin to dis really boring potluck party or wuteva.. cheh.. wudnt wana waste a christmas night to go to dat boring thing.. hahaz.. but i still cant figure out wut can i do other than to go wif my parents.. haiz.. =[.. all my other frens are oso celebrating wif their family.. but i donno y... i jus don feel like doing the same.. not that i don like my parents but.. aiyah.. i jus dowan to celebrate it wif dem AND their colleages.. i jus KNOW its gonna be boring.. argh.. maybe ill jus go orchard wif MYSELF to see the decoratings.. manz.. can predict its gonna be a really boring christmas for me lor.. T.T.. so sadz.. hmmm.. den after dat im goin to thailand on the 30th.. so not celebrating new yr here in sg.. sianz diaooo.. i dunno y i feel like goin to thailand and at the same time oso feel like celebrating new year in sg wif my frens and relatives lar.. cos i tink celebrate in sg better lor.. den wun miss out on things.. XP.. hmmm.. but go thailand oso good lar.. can celebrate wif my relatives in thailand.. very long nvr see dem liao and besides my dad oredy book the tickets le.. hahahar.. but so funny eh.. we tot the sch reopening around the end of january.. den like shocked lor cos turned out to be on the 3rd.. den my dad kan cheong go change the booking thing(paid a fee of $80+ for changing the thing) so like go for only 4 days.. DIAO rite?!.. hahaaz.. my dad say go thr smell den come back liao..XP.. o yea.. i happy happy tinking dat tomoro can get posting results ler den forgot about the charrier's sis thingy liao.. hmmm.. im gonna fight it out wif her tomoro manz.. cheh.. tell principal den wut can she do to me?.. suspend me ar?.. expell me ar?.. wulaooo.. pls lor!... im goin to be out of rgps in a few days liaoo.. hahaha.. hmmm.. tink of it den sianz diao liao.. dat sister of charrier's is so irritating and unreasonable.. over small little things wana fight it out wif us.. fight den fight lar!.. hu scared of her.. cheh.. hahaz... ehhh.. gotta go lerr... dats all for today bahx(urmm.. maybe like can last until new yr?.. XP).. rite so longg.. about so many things.. hahaz.. hope i didnt make u guys bored or sth... haiiz.. and hope he wun be angry wif me.. *crosses fingers*.. AND GOOD LUCK TO ME AND EVERYONE DATS GETTING THE POSTING RESULTS TOMORROW!!.. =)..
10:32 PM
Let your heart out.
my loved ones to be happy :D
to be your BFF :)
a better day
more 2g outings :/
Drama SYF Gold
get computer fixed (yes, AGAIN)
finish
Death Note manga (T.T cannot la)
KO One subbed episodes! T.T
finish
Magister Negi Magi
It Started With A Kiss subbed episodes! T.T
finish
Hana Kimi
finish
Devil Beside You
watch them live again :D
good + high capacity mp3/mp4
go back again ): Chantaburi ♥
Sense
365 Days With Golf-Mike
Big Ass Begins
The Collection
Focus
volunteer to help out at
Mutts and Mittens!
own comp/laptop muahahah.
learn to cycle/
blade properly :DDD
